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How to cultivate an identity in the here and now is always grounded in a well-maintained mythology derived from an increasingly hazy past. So, let me remember spending hours in the forest adjacent to Spork-Eichholz (see map on the left), the small village near Detmold, Germany, where I grew up for the first twenty years of my life. This is where I created imaginary places in my head, where I played on the harvested wheat and barley fields to the north of our rental apartment, where I ran with kites in the Fall, and bicycled, furiously, in the Summer.
This is where I learned to whistle because the door bell of the house to which I was delivering the news magazine Der Spiegel every week didn’t work. It’s the site of an inconsequential accident but a persistent memory. I still wear a scar on my lower arm from scraping along that car parked next to the falling bicycle, a bicycle that felt odd to me because it belonged to a friend, and my kinesthetic frame had not adjusted to the bicycle. That taught me the concept of difference, at age 6.

A favorite author of mine is the late Kurt Vonnegut, Jr., not only because he carefully crafted his stories but perhaps also because with his craggy face he looked a bit like my late father (who didn’t work as a freelance writer like Mr. Vonnegut but as a newspaper journalist). Vonnegut, not my father, wrote in 2007:
The very best thing you can be in life is a teacher, provided that you are crazy in love with what you teach, and that your classes consist of eighteen students or fewer. Classes of eighteen students or fewer are a family, and feel and act like one.
I am a teacher...
Proviso: for those who care, I’m NOT related to, nor do I know anything about this mikesch or this one, except that I share his or her name.
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